I Feel Bless because..

Since i made this blog, i realize that i haven't written what i describe about my blog according to my blog title : Live Love Bless. The reason why i made this blog is i want to share about live that i'm trying to live in, love surroundings me, and what i feel bless. But sharing those moment are not easy though when you have so any things struggling in your mind. Although, i have to stick to the plan right ? So, i will start with feeling Blessed

What i feel so blessed is when i got my son, Arrow.

Since day one i got pregnant until labor, i feel so blessed i don't have to get through difficult times. As a women, you will heard so many stories about being pregnant especially bad story. Such as, first three months will be the hardest times like having nausea in the morning, losing appetite, you'll get sick through the day and when your pregnancy getting bigger you'l having weight gain, your feet will swollen and bad skin. What happened to me was i don't  feel it at all, i got the reverse. While i got pregnant, i don't feel any nausea at all, i eat a lot but my body just like the way before, people said i don't look like a pregnant woman from the back but from front i got super big stomach though. Bad times was i got super massive headache when i know that i got pregnant and my feet is just little bit swollen.

I got labor just a day before my pregnant turn into 40 weeks, and i was so relieve. People said that having labor is the hardest pain that human can feel, but thank God he's always so good to me, i got normal labor, Even though they gave me induction because i didn't feel any contraction but my water already broke. I was in pain from 8.30 in the morning until 02.55 pm. But when my baby's born, i feel strong and all the pain that i felt before was gone just in a second. My mom surprised about what happen to me because when she got labor to me she said that she was feeling so weak even only to raise her hand is impossible. Well i surprised my self too. I've been planning for what i want to my pregnancy and my labor. I want to have a healthy baby with good weight. I want to have normal labor not by c-section. So, to make sure i could reach my expectations, i never missed to have vitamin for my baby and me, visit doctor once a month, drink and eat healthy food, listening to classical music, even i get my self to pregnancy exercise. Well i only attend the class once actually but i got exercise at home 2 times a day and its really help me through my daily activity.

And the best thing is that i got super healthy and cute baby. He was born beyond my expectation and nothing's wrong with his condition a.k.a his a healthy big baby. We named him (Me, Hubby, and my Mom) Alvarrow Krisnawan, Born weight 3.8 kg. Height 49 cm.

We'll that's one of the story of my blessed moment. As human being we will get too much problem and distressed but beyond that we have to keep feeling blessed of our lives. Gotta tell other story of my Live Love Bless moment but that's it for now. See u soon. Ciao :) 

Just Saying

Hey You, yes you..

Let me tell you, if you met or knew a young spirit, they will look at you as senior,

That's why its important for you to give them lesson, good manner, respect and all of your attention. 

They need all of that from you, if you don't give it them or you let them down they will disappointed and hurt. And young people will not forgot it for a loooong time. It will mark in their mind as a big disappointment from some one who gives them hope. Can you imagine what will happen if you turn off their spirit, a family will be broken, a company will bankrupt, a country will chaos. 

So please, adult people who think that you are all right and has right to say that we can't i'm warning you. CAUTION.  

MOODY

RAIN SEASON IS GOING TO BE END SOON, I CAN FEEL THE WEATHER IS GETTING HOT HERE. I HATE IT. I PREFER RAINY SEASON THAN DRY SEASON. ATMOSPHERE IS ALSO LOOK LIKE THE SAME IN THIS MOMENT. I HAVE BEEN PASSING THE HARDEST PART IN MY LIFE AND I THINK IT WON'T HAPPEN AGAIN, THINGS ARE GETTING FRUSTRATED AND UNCOMFORTABLE. ITS JUST MAKE ME MOODY, BAD MOOD COMING EVERY TIME. I SKIP BREAKFAST, LUNCH, I LOSS MY APPETITE. I FEEL LOST.

TAYLOR SWIFT - "STYLE" LYRIC REVIEW

I'm not big fan of Taylor Swift but i always admire her. Every time she released new single of her album, i'm in love with the song. Why is that ?  because her song is easy listening, enjoyable and has simple lyrics that we can understand directly by the time we hear it. Through her music she can be honest and express how exactly she feel about her self or anyone else. Not to mention her hits is always become no 1 in the whole world. I think she's very talented musician, i heard that she's the quickest musician to create a song, how cool is that ? not everybody can create a song so easily.

Well, i would like to review her newest single "Style"
If you guys haven't read the lyrics, please read below :

TAYLOR SWIFT - "STYLE" LYRIC

Midnight, you come and pick me up
No headlights
Long drive, could end in burning flames or paradise
Fade into view, it's been a while since I have even heard from you
I should just tell you to leave cause I
Know exactly where it leads but I
Watch us go round and round each time

You got that James Dean day dream look in your eye
And I got that red lip classic thing that you like
And when we go crashing down, we come back every time.
Cause we never go out of style
We never go out of style

You got that long hair, slicked back, white t-shirt.
And I got that good girl faith and a tight little skirt,
And when we go crashing down, we come back every time.
Cause we never go out of style
We never go out of style.

So it goes,

He can't keep his wild eyes on the road
Takes me home
Lights are off, he's taking off his coat
I say I heard that you been out and about with some other girl
Some other girl
He says, what you've heard it's true but I
Can't stop thinking about you and I
I said I've been there too a few times

Cause You got that James Dean day dream look in your eye
And I got that red lip classic thing that you like
And when we go crashing down, we come back every time.
Cause we never go out of style
We never go out of style

You got that long hair, slicked back, white t-shirt.
And I got that good girl faith and a tight little skirt,
And when we go crashing down, we come back every time.
Cause we never go out of style
We never go out of style.

Take me home
Just take me home
Just take me home

You got that James Dean day dream look in your eye
And I got that red lip classic thing that you like
And when we go crashing down, we come back every time.
Cause we never go out of style
We never go out of style

Source:http://www.directlyrics.com/taylor-swift-style-lyrics.html

I can see this song is about Harry Style. I'm sure 100%.
i can say because she mentioned of him in lyric :

"You got that long hair, slicked back, white t-shirt."

There's nobody else of her ex- who has slicked back hair except Harry Style from One Direction, He likes wearing white t-shirt too (you'll find it in google pictures).
What i like about this song is, she take it easy of her relationship with one of her ex. Normally there's always disappointment that she always tried to express but not this time. We can say that now Taylor Swift is cooler than before and getting better than ever as musician.
Way to go Taylor Swift.

For Sell : Nikkor 50mm F/1.8D Lens

Dear Blogger,

Normally, i don't sell my personal stuff on a blog. But i just starting to blog and i still don't have idea what to write so why not try to sell my personal stuff that currently i don't need it anymore.
So, here we go :

I have AF Nikkor 50 mm / f 1.8D Lens . This Lens is for Nikon Camera DSLR. My camera is Nikon D3100. So standard right ? that's because i don't quite understand about photography, the reason why i bought this camera was because i like to take good picture of nature, people and landscape. They said Nikon is better than Canon, so that's why i bought it.

Let's talk about the lens now, actually i got that lens from my friend, she offered me because i tell her that i bought new camera that turns out same as she has. This Lens is good to take picture of products, stuff or anything that need to get close view. I have tried many times to take picture with it and honestly i can't see the different with my standard lens , and honestly it didn't fit with me because i don't really into pictures of products and stuff. So i think i need to give it to people who understand more about this lens than me. Here's the pict of my lens :

So if you guys are interesting, do not hesitate to email me : destiar1064@gmail.com
And FYI, i currently live in Surabaya, Indonesia.

Note : It goes with the box and manual book.

NEWLYWEDS

After you get married, especially at such a young age like me (25 is still young i think, not too young though) you will be in situation that you have to live with your parents including your husband and your kid. In Indonesia its common to do that, because we don't have a law that makes a children has to be on their own after they get 18 or more, means they are no longer their parents responsible. So, having their own house for newlyweds is not a priority. Sometimes parents makes us to stay with them, they don't want to let their kids away even we are grown up enough, or they want their kids stay because they always wants their grandchildren to be around them. Well there's bad and good thing for this situation, good things is we know exactly that our parents love our kids same as we do, they will care if anything happens, they will be worries if they get sick and other things, and the bad things are, what our parents wants for our kids is not the same like we do.

These days, young generation is more modern and develop, to rise their children they will apply what doctor said rather than what the elders said. If we live in the same roof and there's a difference about that, its a serious problem. There will be arguing, debating, and become a conflict. It makes us helpless and desperate, because we don't want to hurt our parents. Finally we will become the ones who feels guilty and we have to changes. Not a good choice i think, as a young generation we have to be better right? we have to keep forward, not backward. Well, i hope this tradition will change, not now i know but i'm sure Indonesia is going to be a developed countries and changes the way of thinking their citizens. 

My Dream House

Living in a big city especially in second biggest city in Indonesia is such frustrating sometimes, less peace, less nature, less fresh air, and etc.

I my self is a person who loves nature. Trees, air, light, mountain, beaches, is like a cure to me. I will always feel fresh when i'm around it. 

For that, i dream of a house that surrounded by tree, green grass, lots of plants, made from wood, and open space. Could be better if location of the house is deep down in forest or far from crowded. Almost possible if you live in Surabaya, i know. Probability is city like Tretes or Malang, but Malang is getting crowded this day, traffic too. So Tretes will be prefect.

Well, this house is close to my dream house. Surrounded by high trees, made by wood, yard with green grass, lots of lights entering each room, this is perfect.